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Please dont tell...

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Published: Feb 2, 2013

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I dont know quiet how to tell this secret
its rather difficult for me
everyday im filled with regret
But at least I know my sister is happy.

It began long ago when we were just small children
Everyday full of toys and laughter
Then one day it is how it began...

Mommy met someone knew
someone who she said was kind and loving
She said they were one separated as two.
She married him and ill never forget
That evil aura around his grin
I was even willing to bet
that he was secretly one of the seven sins

He wanted to claim us as his
to keep a leash and collar on us
he just wante to kill us that is...

We were wrenched from the little family we had
To keep us silent
Iwas even torn from my own dad.

I watched as he destroyed each of my family members..
My mother relied on medicine
my eldest sister the attention of others
I came to fear people and their evil grins
and my little sister came to see peoples voices as a bother

I watched as each of us was murdered inside and out
each a horrid and cold nightmare to never be awakened from
no one could hear our screams and shouts
By the time we noticed, our souls were completely gone...

then one day it hit me like a knife plunging into me.
I watched her take those pills
I shook her calling for my mommy
When she did not stir everything was still
I rushed to get help hopeing there was still time
no matter what I said they only claimed me a kid
hours later they sent us to the park
I stood at the corner as the ambulance skid
I vowed that day that I would have that mans heart...

He murdered my mother my sister and me..
but my dear little sister this is my final wish,
I shall raise you with morals till you are a strong young lady
do not wast your life on some worthless trash
I will protect you with even my last breath
so please run away..
run and see a brighter day

ok i was watching full metal alchemist when i realized how accurate some 'friends' were when they tagged me as edward. i like to take all the burdens on my shoulders and protect the few close to me :/ a bit creepy isnt it? XD

its a bit odd the inspiration for this but XD i guess its time i come clean..
if you cant figure out what the poem thing is saying ill explain it

ok my mother married and evil man blindly when i was about 7-8 years old
he turned into a mentally abusive husband and made sure to destroy all of us
luckily my sister was still young and hadn't been completely destroyed,
and yes i watched my mother attempt suicide...
not exactly the crowning moment of my life but whatever.
so around the middle of middle school (it was long before that but thats what i vaguley remember) i gave her advice, let her play with my toys so she didnt feel so left out, i even played dolls and crud with her. i did my best to see that she was happy.
in my high school years and even now ive been secretly acting like a mother to her making sure she has morals as well as a plan to get out of here and so far its working well
and please to anyone who knows me dont tell anyone of this!
i cant let them take away my little sister i just cant
so you know who you are! so leave it be!

by the way i will be redoing this poem cuz im not quiet happy with it so dont complain